The why this happened will drive you bananas! I would say the questions of which there are no answers can drive you bat-@!#* crazy!🙊
The why I go on, that list is simple.
About a year ago I wrote a love letter to CADIs on the Accidental Casualties website. The words remain true today.
I love God who created me, who hears me, who goes before me and weaves a tapestry of life I am blessed to journey!
I love my family and friends who challenge me and support me despite my flaws!
And then I have a deep empathy and resivoir of love to give those that are hurting, those that walk this road as an accidental killer (CADI).
These are my top 3 that are my why!
I think a lot on the topics of love and grief. Sometimes I feel they are polar opposites but yet they are connected. We grieve because we love.
***Change in subject 🤪
I have always been drawn to the life of Moses. Possibly because Katy and Haven always wanted to hear “the baby Moses” story from their children’s bible. Over and over again.
There is connection there, he was raised in unique circumstances.
He was an accidental killer
He was timid but obedient
***another change in subject stay with me***🤣
When we were in Washington DC at the Bible Museum ( worth the visit I promise!) there is an interactive walk through of Moses life. So moving, very well done!
i had an ah-ha moment.
What broke Pharaoh’s spirit…grief. What gave Moses the courage to do and say and act as he did…love for God and God’s People!
Moses saw his community (Jews) hurting and it stirred him driven by love. He also made mistakes driven by that same powerful emotion. 🔥
I get stirred up for my people, but it’s driven by love. I make mistakes but it’s rooted in that same place. There is so much value in community! When you have a support system treasure it! Protect it! Be willing to part the seas, trudge mountains and wander deserts for it! 🙌🏻
You are loved! You are worthy of love, love big, you have a chance to change your world! Your healing is a gift! 🙌🏻 The acceptance of this means love wins, the accident did not defeat you!!You have overcome, so walk in that light not worried of what the world thinks of you because you know you are a survivor! Now find your why and live it to the best of your ability! Let questions that can’t be answered fall off your weary shoulders and go spread some love!
Love big and boldly!